My morning starts with thinking of him, I always sleep with my cellphone next to me so in the morning i could message him. My life turns like that when the class is ended for the summer vacation unfortunately it was a boring summer vacation that i have in my whole life. But im still happy because I have him, my boyfriend. Everytime i moved i thought of him, wishing that he was there to watch me and help me doing things and do it just like for fun. But im here in my Aunt's hand, i don't have privacy and i can't do what i want. I build a big respect to her but she teach me and continuosly helping me destroying it little by little. Well she doing it for my own sake of safetyness but she killing my happiness. All i can do is to cry, cry and cry and hide it from her, pretend that i can work and i can help her even if i don't like what im doing and tired of doing all those things. I still repect her so i can't make have a argument or any fight with her.

But im happy for everday that God gave to me because every day counts is closer to the day that Jeff and I will be together. I can't wait for that time to come and i'm really excited.

I want to spend my whole time with him, doing things that make us so happy, and thing we surely will treasure someday. We are already on a journey and i dont want to stop. I love him so much!!.

Even how many years between us,

how many miles are between us now,

and how many people will contradict to us...

No one can stop me, I will spend my whole with you...

I want to grow old with you...

i want to live with you forever....