single again....

since been a long time that i did'nt able to update my blog.
so many things that happen this past few weeks. like what i said me and remjo was commited this august 25,2009 but it ended last night september 5, 2009 and it ended in just one text message. this the content of text message
"Please, ayoko na. Just stop me, nd q lg tlga kayang lokohn ka, ala aqng narRmdaman sau. Sori. At na misunrstood mu cnabi q b4 na "OK", nd ibg sbhn nun is ok tau na, kundi ok pwd tau mgkita d following day, nhyalg aqng sbhn sau. sori tlga, hope you understand, PKIERASE nlg ng numbr q so ul b able tolet go.."
when in was commited with him, i thought that everything is fine, everything is good but all of this is not happen. i suffer almost a week waiting to his response but still nothing happen. i used all contacts with her his two cellphones, his facebook, and his friendster. i send a lot of message i try to call him but still nothing happen. sometimes i got an answer when i call him but its an reason with his cousin that he is not around. so hard to accept that he dont care to me anymore. he just make me stupid of waiting to him. if he tell me that earlier i understand those things its so easy to forgive but it last a week who's gonna accept that thing. but i cant do nothing, now im alone alone again.
fine, its my own fault because i cant move-on with my past relationship but i still choose to commit again with another. in my relation i always wait, i always suffering in waiting but still at the end im the one that got the hurts. so many wounds done by waiting for them, maybe its the time to rest and heal my wounds.
i never get tired of making this kind of drama, i never get tired of waiting but i think i get tired of fooling myself that he love me..ouch!!

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